The photos of Alice, Bluebird and the father of Paradise Bird are still in front of my eyes.
But this time, he was particularly conscious and had his own real body instead of being vague and having no thoughts at all.
The original Russell is like the protagonist of a horror game.
When I came over and pressed an investigation key, I didn’t see your hand, and things were picked up every other time. I could even turn over the investigation …
Then Russell realized … what happened to himself.
This is … migration ceremony, right?
Blue shift = red shift awakening psionic name ceremony
This means that the Russell redshift value has just increased by another level.
It also means that before Russell’s "rationality" broke through the limits of ordinary people, it was possible to get out of control and become a demon at any time …
At this time, Russell can finally do what he always wanted to do, but he finally managed to do it in the former fantasy.
He looked back for the first time to see what was behind him.
After all, his front perspective is fixed … He can see the photos on both sides of his front.
But as soon as he turned around, he froze in place
See that there is no white candle behind you.
There are two photo frames next to each other on a big table.
Although the room is a little dark, Russell can recognize at a glance … who is the character in that photo frame.
In the photo frame on the right is a confident teenager with golden cat ears and bright green pupils.
It seems that he is holding out his right hand and another person is shouldering each other-because his left shoulder is also shouldering this hand.
The cat-eared teenager’s right arm went out of his photo frame and appeared on the shoulder of the man in the next photo frame.
It’s a shy teenager with short black hair that looks more delicate and slim than a cat-eared teenager and looks like a girl.
That’s … self.
I was myself as a student when I was just in college.
Russell "Russell" is like a partner, holding each other’s shoulders. Although it is two different photo frames, it is like taking a photo.
….. that is.
"I" photo?
-Then who am I?
"… why are you so not?
"I can’t study or make friends."
It seems that my ears are scolded by my parents when I was a child.
Maybe it’s a casual complaint, but the child remembers it quietly
Playing by yourself as usual without showing any abnormality on the surface is like a stupid child who can’t even understand the meaning of blaming words.
When I was unhappy, I heard my friend’s angelic voice, "Don’t hold it in your heart if you have any worries."
But when the real tears burst, the comforting sound becomes interesting. "It’s not white … what’s there to cry about such a trivial matter?
"-you are too sensitive."
Indeed
Young Russell also knew that the problem was his own.
His feelings are too sensitive, like a spider web … The struggle of mosquitoes can cause the whole web to vibrate and wake up a "fear" spider to hunt.
Even when he sleeps, he will have nightmares about it.
I dreamed that I was sent far away by a car because I was too poor, and then I threw it away … like abandoning a dog.
I dreamed that I was not allowed to go home because I was too poor. I cried and knocked on the door, but I didn’t respond.
I dreamed that I couldn’t speak in my throat and tried to explain to others, but the other person’s expression first became heart and then became bored.
….. Ah, at that time.
He said to himself.
That’s true
From then on, young Russell became white … No one can really understand the position of others, and no one can resonate with others’ psychology.
This is a matter of course, because no one can "become" others, and everyone is independent in life.
Therefore, it is very reasonable for everyone to have disputes, quarrels and misunderstandings.
If you are an ordinary person, you may become more mature and sensible …
It may also become less sensitive and vulnerable, or it may simply become inferior and stop communicating with people.
All that possibility are reasonable.
But Luo Su is different. That’s it.
….. His reaction is too intense.
-If you can’t understand other people’s positions and experience other people’s ideas, try to "become" others.
With the same hobbies, similar thinking patterns and similar levels, people can become friends, right?
If your failure is too painful, realize the wishes of others.
Realize the wishes of others … You can share the joy if you win, and you won’t let yourself down if you fail.
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